anxiety attack

i think i am suffering a drawn out anxiety attack. Life feels so stressful. Business is a struggle as i am confronted with these feelings of fear based on all the rat racing that we have to do to pay the bills. i hope for a home. and i know that is many years away but tears are filling my eyes as i write this and to be totally honest i just want my own home. and to have another baby.
but all our money went into this business that is not terribly lucrative. its supposed to be fun but i have been up since 4 am worrying and battling my husband and i feel so stresssed out and i just really dont want to care but i cant help it.
i cant help it, i hate that we are not doing enough ever to make our business powerful enough. that we are in over our heads.